at this moment...
this very time. I don't know who i am, what i am doing.
To say the least.... i am sad. i have never once in my whole life felt so much responsibility. i Feel dead.
I know i am grateful for my Life and what i have but honestly... i am living a lie.
so i sit here anonymously, writing to no one or anyone that cares to know. just so i get it off my chest.
Blank
White
dull
Dead
not me. at all. ever.
